Wednesday, March 29, 2006

okay.
so our team is good afterall.
LOL.
we won east spring sec ppl. 24-14.
won amk ppl. 11-2.
and lost one one ball to weida they all.
but weida's team obviously let down on their guard.
plus our side of de ring is bigger.
hmm.
but i believe with our super xiong training.
sooner or later all of them will play like weida. =D

kays anyway,
horoscopy says :

It's all about secrets -- and about deciding whether or not to let them out of the bag. Your mission, then, is to be sure you're sure before you even think about opening your mouth. And speaking of your mouth, be warned that the eclipse today is famous for making it difficult for anyone, even the most evasive among us, to keep those secrets under wraps. In fact, it could be more of a challenge than it ever has been before. That goes double for family secrets. Behave, be totally honest, and count to thirty-seven if you have to.

URGH. and i have like 2 major secrets now.
one i dat everyone knows except my family. [my N70]
one is only ele abby cheryl huixian know.
sheesh.
dun worry i'll definitely keep my mouth shut on both.
cuz weilun is so pesterin me on de 2nd one.
urgh. PEST. lol.
nvm i shall take it easy for now.
zzz. mum is de word. =)

me_________`e-leen *
1:25 PM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

we need a new team name.
hahas.
new update.
YES WEIDA JOINED US.
PLUS MERVIN.
WAHAHAS. WE ARE INVINCIBLE NOW.
haha. steady man.

team manager------- eileen

team members ------ jersey no.
*weida----------------- 13
*mervin---------------- 4
*randy----------------- 8
*zheng an-------------- 11
*timothy---------------14
*jeremy----------------10
*alex-------------------12
*gerald----------------- 5
*wilson----------------- 7
*bryan----------------- 9
*junrong---------------15

training days ----- saturday morning 8am to 12 am
venue ------------ 492 basketball court
team fund -------- $5 per person
team jersey ------ black [ words in white ] *not confirmed*

players on consideration :-
*terence

yays.
i'm gonna get one jersey oso.
den when we have match i can wear oso.
coolios.
we tryin to get sponsors for jerseys.
anyone? lol.
converse our 1st preference.
weida says maybe he can get it cheaper.
hmm. anyone have lobang pls contact me k. =)

this team is gonna go a long way. =)

me_________`e-leen *
12:49 AM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

ONE VICTORY TO 492!


wooah.
me and cheryl set match for 492 ppl.
against ex-springfield bball team.
lol.
they suck. =x.
we trashed them by 20 points.
65-45.
=D.
"we" meanin who?
lets see.
i shall name those star players 1st.
*zheng an *mark *randy *alvan *timothy *wilson *gerald *bean
later on more ppl joined. they played de last quarter.
*jason *roger *some guy.
these ppl i not close one. so ya.
our team rocks.
we played at 450 court.
and we walked back to 492 with PRIDE.
yes. we walked oh-so-proudly back.
it's our 1st victory.
but it wont be our last.
i'm our new team's manager.
and just challenged east spring sec ppl.
zzz. just see they free only.
zzz. lol.
mervin says he wans a part in.
okay we confirm win.
too bad weida dun wanna join.
he's too pro.
lol.
i dunno whether alvan is in anot.
or if i should recuit in.
he's not in very good terms with some players.
zz
guys are troublesome.
lol. =x. okay i'm gonna get lots of comments on this.
anyway.
we are welcome to any challengers.
official match.
no foul two pts.
all foul start.
4 quarters.
one quarter 12 mins.
one referee from each side.
but please shout yourself if there's a foul.
we play last ball for last minute too.
no 3 secs layout thingy oso.
full court. so 5 ppl and above.
match arena at 450 court. [its de most perfect court i know]
school days after 3pm.
sat sun after 2pm.
evening is oso alright for weekends.
yea. dats about all.
please contact me for a challenge k. =)
i'm de MANAGER.
wooh.
i feel important. lol.
we are currently sticking to 492.
team name still thinking. so ya. =)
i need a sub-manager.
urgh.

me_________`e-leen *
1:24 PM

Friday, March 17, 2006

horoscope: Once you make up your mind about someone, it's tough to change it, especially if a long-term dispute is at the heart of that opinion. For now, it might be best for you to let all that go, no matter what it was, and try to let the past truly become the past. Of course, it all depends on whether the situation is something you can forgive.


yea.
how cool.
i have been thinking.
people always go,
"as long as you like him can already"
den when u get together with de guy they go,
"you deserved a better guy"

i know people's opinions matter.
but they always say its up to you in the end.
so?
i dunno la.
seriously.
if i do go with him.
all my friends will go against the idea.
urgh.
so do my friends' opinions matter?
or issit still up to me?
if it's really up to me, den why people will still comment?
if it matters, den its like, "hello? i'm de one having de bgr?"

i think alot of people will kill me if i do.
hah.
i shall see how.
time will tell.
he's not totally bad.
like weilun.
they are both actually not dat bad.
is the company they mix with.
if you can give ex-convicts a second chance,
why not them?
i think i'm changing him.
but well.
like i said.
time will tell.
hmm.

wad contributes to a perfect relationship?
issit hard to maintain a perfect one?
zheng an called randy today.
but i was de one who talked to him.
he cried over de phone.
i was telling him to come out to meet.
so we can talk.
but he was better after he came down.
relationships.
are tough.
sigh.

me_________`e-leen *
11:58 PM



linkin park songs best describe how i feel recently.



me_________`e-leen *
12:41 AM

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

OH YEA!
finally played a decent bball match!
AHHH!
feels SO GOOD.
YEA!
i love bball.
rocks ROX.
somemore.
we won 11-0!.
LOL!!!!
pro-ness.
my team: me/randy/wilson/jeremy/bean
PRO-ness.
my defending skills still ROCKS.
wooooh.
den weilun wanted to play so i let him play.
so its,
randy/wilson/weilun/bean/jeremy
against.
weida/daniel/alvin/some other guy.
LOL.
weida they all got trashed.
like OMG. weida got trashed???
amazing.
anyway.
its super fun.
i miss playing a hardcore game.
HAH.
ROCKS.
i love bball.
=).

me_________`e-leen *
11:44 PM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

i'm falling deeper in.
i need to climb back out.
or i'll become like one of them.
someone help me.
i'm glad my senses are clear.
i know i can do it.
i'm not like them.
i'm not.
so i know i can be myself again.
dun be like them eileen.
dont.




okay. post for de past few days.
erm.
lets see.
oh yes.
12 march -
my dad's birthday celebration.
i took off on dat day.
was pretty alright.
lols lots of good food.
duh~ my mom's cooking.
hah.
basically everyone was just watching tv in my house.
LOL.
went down with de gang to buy like 15 cups of bubble tea.
hahaha.
and collected de cake.
i love my cousins. =)
anyway.
after dat everyone went off.
me and my sis went jon's house overnight.
with huiling/lianghao/junming.
hahs.
played mahjong.
yay i won with "qing yi she" plus 3 "flowers"
WOOh.
HAH.
liang hao kept winning oso.
POOR JUNMING.
lol.
kena trashed by us.
hahs.
watched tv for de rest of de evening with felicia.
hahs.
jr is so cute.
hahah.
slept early.
woke up at like 7am.
huiling and junming have to go school for remedial.
i had work at 10.
so me and my sis went home.
took taxi with HL and JM.
zz.
went home slp another hour.
woke up to bathe.
half way thru bathin.
suddenly no energy.
i think i squatted in de toilet for 15 mins b4 i came out.
couldn't walk.
dunno wad happen.
zzz.
my older sis ask me dun go work.
she said if i still go like dat.
i'll die.
zzz.
called my shop.
nice ppl my colleagues. =)
went down to court.
supposed to meet cheryl at 2 for lunch 1st.
i was freaking hungry.
mom din cook.
oh yes. i went back to slp after calling and woke up at 1.45pm.
hah. dats why so hungry.
took bus to court.
no energy to walk. so i just waited at de bus stop.
cheryl sms me.
said she'll be late.
she meeting her di 1st.
cuz he buying her birthday prezzie.
i waited like 15 mins.
cannot take it.
called her.
told her i'm sick and freaking hungry.
she scared i like last time.
hungry till cry.
cabbed down to find me with her di.
so nice. =) i love u gal.
met zheng an/bean/randy/wilson.
they cycle to tm.
we took bus to tm.
zheng an scammed me.
lol.
no la. haha.
he went xcraft for another ear hole.
tsktsk.
de guys went arcade.
i went to eat pasta with cheryl and her di.
oh yes let me tell you about him.
HE IS SO CUTE.
not like shuai ge cute.
like actions cute.
HAH.
he is so FREAKING SHY omg.
1st guy i see so shy one.
OMG. so cute!
felt like pinching his cheeks.
oh he is sec 3 this yr.
so shy la
i met him for like 5 hours.
i only heard him say, "hair spray, no, pass, last week"
OMG. so cute can. guy so shy la. hahaha.

okay anyway. i went to eat pasta.
hoping dat my favourite food would make me feel better.
because of some things dat happen.
AND OMG.
I AM SO FREAKING SAD.
I COULDN'T FINISH MY BELOVED COUNTRY BAKED PASTA.
i had no appetite.
OMG. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?
sobs.
i'm so sad.
i took a pic for remembrance.
sobs.
went back to court.
played daiti all de way.
zzz.
couldn't go home.
no one at home.
felt better after 4.
alot better i guess.
hmm.
actually dat day felt like playing bball.
but ya nvm.
hahs.
no energy to play.
enjoyed watching though.
de guys were good.
terence is a good shooter.
daniel jumps REALLY high.
alex [small boy]'s three pointer is good.
hahs.
i'm observant.
went to eat dinner with alot of ppl.
daniel/weicong/alvin/bean/gerald/wilson/mark
weicong treat us =D
nice guy.
so many ppl he treat all lehs.
HAHA.
=x.
plus drinks oso.
wooh.
de guys went back to change.
i wait for them at de void deck.
luke's fren called.
di siao di siao.
zzz
pass de phone.
weibin's voice.
pass de phone.
luke.
1st thing i said
SI MONKEY.
lol.
haha.
dumbo.
after de guys came down.
went to pavillion.
played pool.
won weicong.
could have won mark but de black ball went in -.-
daniel treat me pool. =D
went home tog on 28.
de guys bullied this gal on de bus.
daniel sat beside her keep disturbing her.
i saved her.
i went to sit beside her.
poor gal.
lol.
den de guys decided to bully me.
WAHHHH.
de bus like our house liddat.
made so much noise.
had alot of fun though.
thanks guys. =)


i'm not blaming anyone.
just angry.
wouldn't you be.
if u are not feeling well.
and u turned up cuz u dun wanna pang seh ppl.
in de end de one being pang seh is u?
would u not be pissed.
but its okay now.
so ya.
=)

me_________`e-leen *
2:39 PM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

went to court alot these few days.
had not time to update.
so updating now.
hmm.
SUPER LONG ENTRY. =)

mon- 5 march
went to court with cheryl.
alot of ppl there.
haha. played abit.
got bullied.
yea yea my eye.
ZZZ.
hahahas.
den abby came at about 4.
played dai ti.
lol.
timothy asked me go buy drinks with him.
i nicely did so.
and he STILL bully me.
grrr.
lol.
stupid boy.
haha.
i was wishing he would come.
but he didn't.
=(
lol.
i tried to delay time.
lol.
in the end we had to go off.
so we went to city hall interchange to meet de rest.
meaning > ele/justin/sh/gerald/joel/huiping/pamela/shimin
and they wanted to have BILLY BOMBERS.
holy.
seriously, that day i could only afford de drinks.
lol.
abby could only buy cheese fries.
but lucky for her its a big portion.
or rather LUCKY for me.
LOL.
okay.
i was lucky billy bombers' food comes in large portion.
because all de girls couldn't finish their food.
so i had...
half from pamela's fish and chips
half from shimin's fish and chips
1/5 from ele's spaghetti.
2/5 from abby's cheese fries.
pamela's chocolate ice-cream [cuz she said she dun eat ice-cream]

yea.
in the end i think i ate de most
LOL.
without paying.
i felt bad.
seriously.
and we had cake too.
LOL.
sh's birthday.
pamela's birthday next day.
so cool.
haha.
pamela is so nice. she wanted to pay all.
well she did.
but ele and abby pushed de money back to her.
=) she din want it.
but ele just stuffed it in her bag.
LOL.
den we went bowling.
till like 10 plus.
i wanted to take bus but everyone's taking mrt.
so joel taught me his SCAMMER ways.
LOL.
i learned fast okay.
hahaha.

tue- 6march
went court.
played abit.
he came =)
msged abby immediately
lol.
but by de time abby reached.
just nice he left.
abby is jinx.
lol.
admit it.
hahah. so we went to eat dinner across de court.
den decided to go back.
played cards with daniel/leon.
super funny.
abby went home after awhile.
so played cards with leon/daniel/alvin.
haha. played until ten when de court lights closed.
so we went void deck.
HAHA.
we played joint dai ti.
at 1st me and alvin joined.
kept losing.
must be alvin.
LOL.
den we changed.
i joined with daniel.
and we keepin winning.
LOL. its super fun. omg.
HAHA. i told you its alvin.
LOL.
den leon suggested we played "old maid"
LOL.
me and daniel bucked up.
LOL. we wanna make de other two lose.
HAHA.
super funny.
went home at like 10.45pm.
dat night rocks ROX.
haha.

wed- 7march.
met ele at interchange at 3.
went to TP to play badminton with sh/justin/joel.
okay i'm super noob.
i haven played for ages.
zzz.
lol.
played till like 5 plus 6.
den we went off after showering and cleaning up.
de guys had a meeting.
ele went home.
i met cheryl den we went court.
daniel and alvin went DOTA-ing 1st so we had nobody to play daiti with.
lol.
dumb things.
they came back at about 9.
played daiti till like 9.30.
den i walked cheryl home.
and i RAN back.
lol.
till i got a really bad stitch.
ow.
played daiti with alvin/daniel/junrong.
LOL. junrong is super cute.
like mini-ah beng.
and i think he'll grow up to be one.
zzz
haha.
anyway junrong went home with his dad at like 10.
weilun came.
played again.
lol.
super funny.
but tue night more fun.
HAHA.
went home at 10.45 again.
LOL.
din realised just playing daiti oso can be so fun.
HAH.

okay dats all.
haha. when i free i'll update again. =)

me_________`e-leen *
1:40 PM

Sunday, March 05, 2006

i believe in LOVE.
and doesn't mean if you did something for a loved one.
he/she has to repay that action.
it don't go that way.
it makes no sense.

if you did something for your loved one.
and you expect her to do the same.
it's not real LOVE.
its bullshit.
and love does not neccessarily mean having to be with him/her everyday everytime.

i feel sad for ppl out there.
both guys and girls.
when their partners control them.
think about it.
you go like, "no i dun wan you to smoke"
den you see de guy smoking.
or the gal going, " why you have so many gal frens?"
and a minute later u see her talking on de phone with a guy fren.

i have a guy fren.
he just broke off with his gf.
and i would ask him to anyway.
his gf.
bloody bitch.
she can sit in a middle of a group of guys.
with my fren right at de other end.
she say," i'll call you later"
and did not two hours later.
nvm.
my fren called her.
"ehh i talking to fren la."
phone went dead.
poor thing.

my point is.
you really have to learn to appreciate your loved ones.
so what if he loves durian but she hates it.
it doesn't mean she have to EAT one of them to prove that she loves him.
dats crap.
how can you force your loved one to do something they hate?
and after you do, you go "oh you really love me"
dun you think dats dumb?
girls always get jealous when their bfs have lots of girl frens.
dun tell me you dun have guy frens.
and dun tell me you are nice enough to NOT TALK TO THEM AT ALL.
cuz dats what most gals mean their guys to do.
but yet they themselves can do it.
oh common?

and its crap if you don't like ur loved one's frens.
so?
don't hang out with them.
if you hang out with them,
den dun say so much crap.
den feel buay song with ur partner dun wanna hang out with YOUR frens.
its total bullshit.
if u hang out with them. dun complain so much.
if not dun hang out with them.

similary, i dun like ppl who force their partners to mix with their frens.
as in really FORCE.
stupid.
okay i might be biased in some ways.
but these are my views.
so too bad.

wad is love?
how do you know if you really LOVE someone?
every couple goes "i love you"
but do they really love each other?
i can seriously say,
not alot of couples i've seen are really in love with each other.

there ARE exceptions.
there's this fren of mine.
she's not very good-looking [i'm sorry]
but she has a fabulous personality.
and her bf loves her for who she is.
not for her looks.
they dont see each other much.
but their love wont be affected by that.
it doesn't matter to them.
DATS LOVE.

i dunno why i'm sayin all this.
all my frens are having relationships problems.
guys, girls.. no exceptions.
maybe its harder to understand and comprehend when you have a partner.
hmm.
single hood is good at times.
=)
haha.
okay.
i have nothing else to say.
not matter wad happens.
i wanna say this to everyone.
you can find your frens when u are in need.
dats wad frens are for. =)

me_________`e-leen *
10:07 PM

Saturday, March 04, 2006

okay.
i seriously looked like i got punched in de eye by someone.
and now.
i looked FREAKING UGLY.
holy cow.
boooohoooohooooo.
i dun wanna go out for another 5 days.
lols.
nah i have too many commitments.
zzz.
and i'm going to work later at 4pm.
ZZZ.
i can imagine everyone's face.
"omg. look at this girl. gang fight ar?"
ZZZZ.
siandified.
anyway. updates on ytd.
met cheryl. passed her my chem tys.
met ele.
went to ps.
buy things. shop shop.
abby came.
those two girls went to de Bodyshop and bought like, 180+ worth of stuffs.
CHRIS.
READ.
NOT ME.
ONLY ABIGAIL LAM AND ELEANOR AW.
lol.
yups.
i just keep using de testers.
muahahah.
okay.
xinyi came.
den we went to cine.
walked there.
met xinyi's fren wilson.
he's lame.
but not as lame as me.
muahaha.
den we waited for another one of xinyi's fren, jonas.
waited.
waited.
and waited.
-.-
lol. finally he came.
and we all went to Coffee club.
to drink TEA.
lol. no i'm joking.
go coffeeclub obviously drink coffee right.
dun be dumb.
HAHA.
okay.
den abby and ele went home individually.
i went with xinyi/wilson/jonas to Meridien.
for wad i dunno.
we stood there and waited.
lol.
cuz jonas went off to find his frens to drink.
leaving de 3 of us with nothing to do.
so we went arcade.
went ps.
den finally i went home.
LOL.
so lame.
waited for him for nothing.
should have went home with abby.
HAHA.
okay.
i hate dat blue-black officially.
grr.
everywhere i go ppl STARED at me.
stupid.
i give you one black eye oso and i make ppl stare at you u happy.
bloody pigs.
grrr.
ow.
why can't it just be pain, but no color?
its so ugly omg.
=(
everyone.
come look at eileen de ugly.
with her one black eye.
GRRR.
i'm serious about not going out for 5 days.
or at least till de color fade.
de only place i'll go is basketball court.
since ppl there already knew wad happen.
GRRR.
okay ow.
dammit we cant get tix for campus guy semis.
zzz.
we have a "Everybody loves Raymond"
and now we have a "Everybody loves Yuyang"
grrr. and now we cant get tix.
SIAN.
i wanna watch guys semi!! abby next time you see yi yuan get his no. so dat we can get tix.
zzz. okay i gotta go have lunch.
*growls* haven eat yet.
ZZZZ

me_________`e-leen *
2:19 PM

Thursday, March 02, 2006

ow.
i got hoot today and now i have orh-kee.
=(
LOL. no i'm joking.
i mean i'm serious about de blue-black.
but i din get hoot.
well. not literally.
i got elbowed by this sec one/two guy.
when we both jumped for rebounce.
and his elbow hit my right cheekbone.
and a lump formed right below it.
BIG lump.
ow.
lol.
and i keep going "randy da wo!!" [randy hit me]
LOL. and randy goes, " you wan me give u another one?"
LOL.
"den balance"
balance ur head.
LOL. dumb boy.
ow.
michael bought ice for me to rub rub rub.
haha.
den.
went for dinner with michael/issac/huixian/daniel.
lol.
all just know one.
except michael.
know for a longer time den de rest.
not much longer but abit longer.
lol. and he treated me dinner. muahaha.
thanks. haha.
okay de guys are damn funny.
keep suaning me and huixian.
poor us.
lol.
keep suaning michael.
poor guy.
LOL.
hahaha okay.
zzz. de egg is workin but just abit.
de swellin is almost gone. but de blue-black still obvious.
booohoo.
so ugly.
ow. and painful.


horoscope: No one has ever accused you of being lazy or of not taking care of business. You have, however, been called a workaholic every now and then, usually by someone who's jealous of your work. The good news -- for them -- is that for the next few weeks, you'll have plenty of time to spend with them. Just don't be surprised if nothing you plan together turns out the way you expected it to.


woooh.
yea how true.
i have no work till 10 march. LOL
probably gonna play bb all de way.
unless someone jio me out.
woooh.

me_________`e-leen *
11:18 PM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

horoscope: If you've been wondering about whether or not you did the right thing in a recent situation, wonder no longer. You're about to receive a very direct hint from the heavens telling you that you're not just headed down the right path, but you're also aimed directly at making a cherished dream a reality. Pay attention to where you are right now-- and realize that you're only a few steps from where you've always wanted to be.

hmm. no big decision i made these few days?

anyway.
went bb court today.
bean there.
zheng an/zac/junwei/bryan came abit later.
den all left.
me/cheryl/yanling den went to dunman sec.
our all three schools have netball match there.
tkgs/st hilda's/east spring.
its tkgs against st hilda's.
dun need to say. we won.
LOL. woops =x.
hahaha.
den went back to bb court.
more ppl there.
played match.
weeee~ so fun.
haven played for so long liao. hahaha.
hahaha.
okay i shall go play more often.
LOL.

me_________`e-leen *
8:14 PM

.eileen.KYLE.
.7teen.
.temasek polytechnic.
.interior architecture and design.